Sigh..

Hearing things that I shouldn't have asked. FML. Finding out the truth hurts more than not knowing anything, and yet I still wanna know and had to ask. Now i'm like hanging halfway, not sure where to jump to. How i wish if the rope would just break and i can die right now. settle everything. dont have to be that stress anymore. not gonna fucking say anything anymore. just wanna go drinking and get tipsy or drunk and not think of any stuff and to talk to you. i dont know wtf im saying anymore. ima go sleep. good night world !